buddhacoffee:

I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone.
I like riding the bus  alone, and walking home alone.
It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.

I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.

But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I just need someone who won’t run away.

(via irishbillygoat)

irishbillygoat:

I’m sick of feeling guilty when I eat.

I’m sick of being constantly watched by everyone when I’m eating.

I’m sick of being jealous of other people, and constantly comparing myself to them.

I’m sick of looking in the mirror and wanting to kill something.

I’m sick of this horrible person I’ve become.